Keep it or let it go...

Is funny how easy is for some people make you feel like bullshit. And like I said, funny or not, it always hurts. And it hurts even more because of that ease (I know it sounds redundant, but it's still confusing to me, and I don't know how can I make it simple, More than redundant, it's no sense,)

Anyway, If I try to think... there are two options. Take it, or let it go. 

You could keep having fun, without care too much about what  people's thinking (BEING YOURSELF!.), or you could  think about  that harm over and over again, "because you really apreciate what that people say about you, what people think about you", (Losing your mind for a while, feeling stuck because your mind is focused on anything else, and so on... )

How the hell could be that difficult? How the hell you really know what you have to do, when something keeps you having doubts? when something keeps you tied, how can you let it go? how can you let HIM go? If HE was what you wanted... because he was who you liked

The only thing that I'm sure about, is who started all this shit. It was me.
Is stupid how easy es for me make the same mistakes, the same fucking mistakes that I try to avoid in others. I didn't want to bother anyone. I really didn't want to bother him, 'cause I didn't want to think how much he means to me. Like a friend, and like a man. 



All of this sounds so weird, so fucking weird! (Nobody cares, right?)





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